You're never going to be "normal". Normal guys don't end up on this corner of the internet, watching videos like this. Porn has broken your brain, and watching so many of My videos, encouraging you to be even worse has left you a shell of a man. When you're in this goon space you can barely think, barely type- all you can do is GOON. Stroke, goon, and lose yourself in Me entirely. You're already fucked beyond the point of repair, give in and give up all control to Goddess.