Curbing your addiction to me is a useless endeavor. You try for awhile, but then you always break. I'm not surprised, and I know you aren't either. I'm just too irresistible. I've corrupted your mind and there's nothing you can do to rid yourself from that. This is where you belong, and no amount of time away will "cure" you. Give in to your addiction, and realize that trying to run will only make your addiction 10x more powerful.