WMV Version If you don't like seeing a girl ugly cry, this is not the video for you. However, if you are looking for a real, unedited, makeup smeared, mouth open, sobbing, blubbering mess then this is the clip for you. I explain all about how I fell in love but suspected he was just trying to use me for money so I broke up with him, even though I still love him. I know I should be logical, but after speaking with his uncle this morning he's on my mind. He has a new girlfriend now and I am terrified that I destroyed my one chance at true happiness. My pain is real and so are my tears.