In this movie, I share with you my thoughts about this fetish that I enjoy so much, about my wish to share it with someone special in my life and my fears about doing so, and of course I am drinking and getting desperate to pee as I am recording this. After a while, I stop talking and just concentrate on holding it. When I am really bursting I let it go through my panties, and then show you a close up of my wet panties. This clip is a very personal one for me.