After going to my best friends baby shower I can't help but feel really defeated. I want nothing more in the world than to get married and become pregnant. It seems like such an amazing process, and not to mention it would be so sensual to grow such a huge pregnant belly. I've always really loved the look of a pregnant body and always wondered what it would be like. But there's nothing to wonder about, because I don't even have a boyfriend to knock me up. I lament on this fact for a little bit before I realize you're here and heard everything I said. I confess to you that I am a little sad ... Show more