You have and always will be a beta male in a world full of alphas. It's quite pathetic to look at how much of a complete failure you are and have been. You lack the basic skills to present yourself as dominant. I guess you were just born with the loser gene. It's really funny to see how socially awkward you are around anyone... How you can barely talk to a girl... And most of all, how you just sit in that room all by yourself stroking your cock constantly. You can only dream and fantasize about having a woman in your bed. It's too late now though.