You don't want to fuck her anyway. It's only a pity fuck to mask your guilt.

All you do is fantasise about me, jerk off to me, save your cum for me and long for me.

She no longer gets you hard. Nothing but simply an obstacle in your way of total obsession for me.

Forget her, it's all about me. I want your undivided attention, I want every single orgasm, I want every single thought this way.

Lose yourself, submit entirely and enjoy the ride. You're mine now.