Another bad decision made on my part when I chose to wear a pair of 6" strappys during tonight's live show. I should've known that whenever Martin sees me in heels that hurt my feet, he makes me stand... or squat. I start by straddling the pain table while my mouth is gagged with a 2" ball gag and my elbows are tied together. Martin lifts my arms high enough to bring me into a squat and ties my ankles and thighs together. Right away, he knows this is something that'll slowly eat away at me because already, I'm beginning to fall apart, so he finalizes his rope work by tying my wrists around my ... Show more