For the first part of the live show, Martin puts me in a position that breaks me down to the point of hunting for comfort and begging for release - whether it be pretty quickly, or after a long period of time. Naked, fishnet stockings, high heels, and a 2 1/2" ball gag. My legs are crossed, elbows crushed and hiked to the ceiling, hair pulled back, and my head pulled down to my feet. Drooling, crying, and already looking for that comfortable spot which I know I'll never find.