When Martin puts me in a strappado where my crotch rope and my arms are connected to the ceiling and pulled so high that I'm almost standing on the tips of my toes, I fall apart. He then ties my hair in a ponytail and wrenches it back to my elbows. Sometimes, I get very quiet when I am in pain and sometimes I get very verbal. ...This was one of those times. I couldn't help but to cry, drool and curse all over the place. My pussy was punished and my arms were destroying me but here but this is how I remain until Martin takes me out or puts me in another position.