I was gagged and tied up in my favorite position for the live show tonight. It was a nice change of scenery for me not being soaked or f00rced to stand. Just me, tied up and free to struggle (if I'm able), or remain still and endure it. And my favorite thing to do is close my eyes, breathe and take it all in - physically and mentally. That is, until Martin comes over and decides to add something more to push me a little harder...