I am 30 next month and have been doing a lot of thinking. I have been fighting with my weight since as long as I can remember, and it feels like my body doesn't want to be a size 10. I have always tried to watch what I eat but the pounds still pile on, so in this video I show off my weight gain and start to fully embrace myself. I have spent too long not being happy with my body and life is too short, so I am going to fully embrace my weight gain. I don't plan to get huge or obese, but just to stop beating myself up about my chubby body and allow it to take its natural curvy shape