You're still hiding,pretending you're straight with people around you.But your relationship with women will never work out.How could it work when you prefer cock over pussy.Instead of using yours to fuck,you dream of sucking one.Instead of pounding her ass, you want to take one up your hole.Sooner or later she will realize you both love the same thing.She will realize you're just a closeted faggot and that she's wasting her time on a cock loving homo!