You are desperate to be loved, for someone to accept you for all that you are, to hold you close. You want to be loved, you'd do whatever it took to get it. You want love but instead you are greeted with my hate. Do you wonder why that is? Why you feel like you are worthy of love, but you never get it?

Because you are a loser and this is what you deserve. Losers like you get swallowed up. You might not be getting loved, but at least you are getting attention. You get this instead and that is better than nothing at all. Being hated is at least something more than being ignored.