If I wanted, if I was bored and had nothing else to do, and I said hmm I want you to get a piece of paper and a pen and want you to write down your deepest darkest fears. That I wanted you to write down how you really feel, what your fantasies are. Whatever. I could tell you to do it and make copies of them and give them to your friends and family members. They would read this and they would wonder what the fuck was wrong with you! I could always get you to write out an email and send it to everyone in your address book, but then there's deniability, but with a handwritten note, then you co...

If I wanted, if I was bored and had nothing else to do, and I said hmm I want you to get a piece of paper and a pen and want you to write down your deepest darkest fears. That I wanted you to write down how you really feel, what your fantasies are. Whatever. I could tell you to do it and make copies of them and give them to your friends and family members. They would read this and they would wonder what the fuck was wrong with you! I could always get you to write out an email and send it to everyone in your address book, but then there's deniability, but with a handwritten note, then you couldn't deny it!You know you would feel that rush! You would be so excited to write that letter out, to put your feelings, your wants, your desires into words, but then there's that polar opposite moment once it is done where you would be terrified! Something about that would make you so hard though, wouldn't it? In an instant I could absolutely ruin your life, make you sell everything, cut ties with your families, whatever I wanted. All because you have to obey me.