It's like your dick is broken, your poor pathetic dick has become desensitized - you've been reprogrammed into a loser that craves the exhilaration of being berated, degraded and humiliated by a perfect young brat as your bank account is drained along with your ego. The only thing that gets you hard anymore is obediently paying per My command, not in pursuit of your own selfish pleasure, but in pursuit of Mine.