Just accept it beta. You are beta and your dick is small. It is so small that it is totally completely utterly worthless useless excuse for a dick. There is no point in using creams, pills, lotions or pumps. None of those would make your dick fuckable anyway. You are beyond help, and beyond hope. Accept it. You are beta who doesn't get pussy. Betas don't get fucked. The sooner you accept it the sooner you can get on with your pathetic dickless sexless life.