You're just going to keep repeating the process - the process of paying for that pure piggy pleasure. The only way you get that fix of pure pleasure is by paying isn't it. Nothing gives you that excitement other than paying me! The process always starts with you trying to resist me, pretending you're in control, pretending this isn't a problem, you go into the cycle of denial and pretend this isn't controlling you, kidding yourself that your spending is perfectly normal and you don't really need this - it's all part of the spending cycle isn't it, all part of the process and then what happe... Show more