you are choosing the blue pill. you are choosing it because you are weak. you are choosing it because it's easier to hate yourself and fuck your hand until you're mindless and dumb. My harsh words are not the disturbing reality. My brutal words are the easy way out because it's all you could possibly find selfish pleasure in. So enjoy your self loathing, gooning loser bliss until you're ready to take the red pill and hear the truly life changing, perspective shifting new beta framework.