You wanted to lose control. You wanted to be Mine. To be My property. You wanted to suffer. You wanted Me to have the power to ruin you. You wanted to live in fear of Me. Worried, every day, that today would be the day that I tighten the around your neck, that your friends find out what a sick fuck you are. The joys of blackmail. You wanted to live in fear constantly. How is it working out for you? Hard and horny and terrified, constantly.