What is an addiction anyway? Does it have to be some substance you partake in or rather a ritual? It's been firmly established at this point that you can't stay away from blackmail. You snap up every clip, hoping, waiting, jerking and trying to find the willpower to stop yourself from giving in. It's inevitable when you're an addict, though. Nothing feels as good as blackmail. Fantasizing about having no power to stop me. Sending off email after email with your information, just waiting for the shoe to finally drop. You're an addict.